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"Why do you love me?"
I'd asked this question countless of times before, but never seemed to understand the answer. The answer was always different, yet it was never solid and never was reason enough for me. Things like, "because you're beautiful" or "because you're a great mother" or the infamous "because you love me." They all seemed obvious. Still not good enough reasons to me. The reason for my disbelief was given in his answer this time.
"I don't know."
At first I didn't know how to respond. I could have been offended. But I wasn't. Then he continued.
"Probably for the same reason you love me."
Suddenly it made sense why I kept asking the question. I was feigning humility, wishing to know the answer not just to understand him, but to understand myself. I needed ideas to come up with my own reasons for loving him.
"I don't know either."
We sat in silence then, waiting for the other to respond. Perhaps we were both afraid that this meant it wasn't love. But what is love anyway?
We'd spent nights previously discussing our love for each other when I had asked this question before. We'd tell each other all the positive things we could see in each other, yet nothing really seemed to give us the reason to be in love. After all, those positive things were characteristics in other people too. What was so special about this person. I thought for a moment.
Love doesn't make sense. Love has no reasons. I could never explain this to myself because there was no explanation. Love is just love.
Now I felt a smile creep up onto my face. How many times had I heard love defined in this way? "Love knows no reason." or "Love is blind." Of course it is.
After some silence, we both laughed it off.
I have always been a romantic. I expected to be "in love" someday in a way that "made my heart soar." I wanted to "fall head-over-heels in love" and "be swept off my feet" whenever he entered a room, or some such cliches about love. Then I met him and loved him and felt comfortable marrying him, but it wasn't this magical blast of light that I had been expecting. So I doubted it. I didn't trust it. I didn't believe in it.
Now I do.
Because love... is just love.
I'd asked this question countless of times before, but never seemed to understand the answer. The answer was always different, yet it was never solid and never was reason enough for me. Things like, "because you're beautiful" or "because you're a great mother" or the infamous "because you love me." They all seemed obvious. Still not good enough reasons to me. The reason for my disbelief was given in his answer this time.
"I don't know."
At first I didn't know how to respond. I could have been offended. But I wasn't. Then he continued.
"Probably for the same reason you love me."
Suddenly it made sense why I kept asking the question. I was feigning humility, wishing to know the answer not just to understand him, but to understand myself. I needed ideas to come up with my own reasons for loving him.
"I don't know either."
We sat in silence then, waiting for the other to respond. Perhaps we were both afraid that this meant it wasn't love. But what is love anyway?
We'd spent nights previously discussing our love for each other when I had asked this question before. We'd tell each other all the positive things we could see in each other, yet nothing really seemed to give us the reason to be in love. After all, those positive things were characteristics in other people too. What was so special about this person. I thought for a moment.
Love doesn't make sense. Love has no reasons. I could never explain this to myself because there was no explanation. Love is just love.
Now I felt a smile creep up onto my face. How many times had I heard love defined in this way? "Love knows no reason." or "Love is blind." Of course it is.
After some silence, we both laughed it off.
I have always been a romantic. I expected to be "in love" someday in a way that "made my heart soar." I wanted to "fall head-over-heels in love" and "be swept off my feet" whenever he entered a room, or some such cliches about love. Then I met him and loved him and felt comfortable marrying him, but it wasn't this magical blast of light that I had been expecting. So I doubted it. I didn't trust it. I didn't believe in it.
Now I do.
Because love... is just love.
Literature
Dedication
I am the night-guiding constellation
Fixing myself in your sky of lost dreams
(Aligning the soft stars so we can meet).
I am the sanguinely zealous pilgrim
Traveling far to dedicate my heart
To everything that makes you who you are.
I am the dam built to hold your waters,
Keeping the proud flood-gates closed 'til your eyes
Are ready to free all the fears inside.
I am the extinct passionate poet
Expressing my soul's keen intent to you
With wise words that heal 'cause of love so true.
I am the unbreakable general
Standing so still and strong on the front-lines;
I'll defend your heart 'til the end of time.
Daniel Haigh
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Literature
love is an understatement.
i built up all
of our cliffs, and
promised to catch you
when you fell, but i
never said i'd catch you
when you
jumped.
-
all of my homeless
friends are gone, i'm the
only one left in town,
so this is what
it feels like
to be
alone.
-
this goddamn heart
has forgotten how
to bleed, broken
mirrors and
pieces of my
old walls are scattered
on my floor,
it's time
to move again.
-
this old apartment
is filled with long-lost dreams and
all too vivid memories.
not to mention the cobwebs
in the cabinet.
-
i promised you
forever, but
tomorrow doesn't
count.
because the time
between now
and forever
is just
practice.
Literature
Beauty and Perfection
Beauty is to me,
Not just skin deep
Perfection isn't measured,
By a flirting wink
Beauty should be measured,
By the whole
Perfection is the one thing,
That we will never know
Beauty and perfection,
They should be despised
Because their definitions,
Inspire nothing but lies
Beauty opens doors,
That we don't need
The pursuit of perfection,
Only makes us bleed
Real beauty,
Only comes from within
And wanting to be perfect,
Only makes your life grim
Beauty is passion,
Perfection is pain
If you strip away them both,
Only who you are remains
Didn't you know that inside,
You were always perfectly beautiful?
jlp January 4, 20
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this was an epiphany i had the other night while talking to my husband
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if you figure it out let me know. Love is a husband who takes care of his invalid wife for twenty years. Love is getting upset with each other and then forgiving each other. The marriage relationship is a constantly changing dynamic. As you learn more about each other you change how you relate to each other. Love is being charitable towards each other and helping each other. Over the years people change and adjustments need to be made to take those changes in to consideration. I imagine in gospel context these changes and adjustments will go on eternally.
Anyway that's my thoughts on the subject.
Anyway that's my thoughts on the subject.